Monday, June 30, 2008

Ya Allah!

Right now I am soooo excited waiting for Ramadhan, insha'Allah that I can be among those who are around at that time! And Eid~ (Listening to "Ya 3eed" nasheed right now ;D)

When was the last time you made a dua for Ramadhan?? In the time of RasulAllah sallallahu alayhi wa salam, following Ramadhan they would pray for half a year that Allah Ta'ala accept their Ramadhan, and then the next half praying to live until next Ramadhan to benefit from it.

What are you waiting for???? Go make dua!

Monday, June 16, 2008

the unlikely fan

Aaaah the sun is shining, the weather is warming up, time to bust out those D&G knock-off sunglasses because summer has finally arrived. And, to kick off the summer right, I've switched round my shift at work to start at noon - NOT eight AM. These past few months I've learned something valuable about myself: not a morning person. No longer are the days of struggling out of bed, missing breakfast, and wanting to fall asleep at the reception desk. Excellent.

In other news, I watched the Germany vs. Austria game today on lunch -- Germany won, which kind of sucks for Austria as they are cohosting this year. That is the one downside of the noon shift - games start at 11:45am :( There is just something about major soccer tournaments that energizes me ~ World Cup is the best, but Eurocup is good to tide me over during the four-year wait.

Other things that are cheering me up:
* The beautiful weather masha'Allah :D
* Chilling at home with Hunjo
* Drinking organic orange juice
* Reading Purification of the Soul
* Making halal chicken strips

Thursday, June 12, 2008

sooo lux

I was asked the other day "What thing do you love right now?" My answer, drawing solely from the category of dunya-ish luxuries (which always come in far, incomparable second, but I had the sense my friend was not looking for my typical answer of Islam, salah,..) so I said "Sleeping in and having time to relax in the morning." A luxury I do not often afford lately, maybe only once a week or less.

But yesterday I didn't go into work (those 3.5hrs of sleep per night were catching up to me..) and I got to sleep until 11am ~~ and then lounge around and eat actual breakfast WITH tea and just ahhhhhh kick back and relax a bit enjoying the sunshine streaming into the kitchen.

Today I woke up at 4:20am, another 3.5hr night, BUT it was so nice to just to stay up after fajr and have tea and chat and a light breakfast then drive into Burnaby and be on time (er, less than 5min late) for work. :) Now imma nosh on some mini kappa sushi (with hot sauce) and tempura don ~ also some ginger-lemon tea (the new "it" drink... according to me ;D)

ps. Today I am missing my samosa-days girls :) you know who you are!!! HM RH NE

dirty diplomacy


I just finished reading Dirty Diplomacy (aka. Murder in Samarkand), a book written by Craig Murray - British Ambassador to Uzbekistan from 2002 to 2005. It details his story of speaking out against the severe human rights abuses, among other problems, plaguing the country at the hands of yet another ruthless US-backed dictator, Islam Karimov. Of course, in light of Uzbekistan being an important partner in the War-on-Terror, pulling apart the facade of Uzbek progress (both economic and political)and denouncing a prime intelligence source (ie. torture, despite the fact that the vast majority of information gathered is total rubbish) doesn't go over well with the UK & US's current foreign policy stratagem.

On the question of style, of course I agree that the object of being an Ambassador is to maximize my influence. But you don't gain influence by being a pushover. You don't gain influence by never saying anything interesting, by sticking in the crowd. You gain influence by being more informed, intelligent, articulate and outspoken. You gain influence by being formidable, by being a factor that must be taken into account... I suspect that lurking behind what you say is a desire that I be so dull that no-one in Uzbekistan notices we have said something on human rights. Actually I think that outrage is absolutely the correct emotion at learning that someone has been tortured to death with boiling water. [pg. 100, excerpt from an letter sent to the UK's FCO]

One note to any one interested to check out this book: don't confuse Uzbek cultural with Islam, as certain details of each appear in a blatantly antithetical mix, such as the fact drinking/drugs/mistresses/etc. is widespread in a country that is allegedly over 80% Muslim. However, it's unsurprising such ignorance is widespread when you find out this is a regime that "tortures people to death for having a beard or praying five times a day" and all the government-controlled mosques gather people for Friday prayer in order to give a speech discouraging regular prayer and fasting in Ramadhan (two of the main five pillars Islam is based on.)

"Possession in private homes of religious literature, including the [Qur'an], is likely to lead to arrest and torture, as is observing regular prayer." [pg. 77]

Not only is religious knowledge stifled and suppressed, but all aspects of education including literacy. Schools and Universities are shut down for the fall, shipping buses of students and staff out to the cotton fields in harvest season:

Even the massive labor forces held on the state farms are insufficient when it comes to harvest time. So, more forced labor is drafted in. Staff and students are brought from colleges and universities, which are effectively closed for the entire autumn term. An able-bodied university or college student will expect to spend three months in the cotton fields. Older school children will do the same, and even children as young as wight might expect to spend two or three weeks in the fields. Civil servants and factory workers can also be drafted as the size of the harvest and weather dictate.

Conditions can be appalling. The workers sleep in the fields, or in rough barracks. Sanitation is poor, food consists of a bare gruel, and water is taken straight from irrigation canals. The harvest regularly lasts into October or early November, when temperatures can drop below freezing....

Those drafted for the harvest are not paid, but they are, for the most part, successfully brainwashed by constant propaganda on television and radio, in newspapers and on banner and posters about harvesting the nations 'white gold.' It is chilling to hear a bedraggled ten-year-old in a field talking about the patriotic duty to pick cotton to fund the nation's Independence.
[pg. 80]

The media, economy, political process, and environmental situation are all equally dodgy - Uzbekistan is home to the infamous Aral Sea, a huge enviro disaster where an entire sea shrank to 20% of its size and is now a concentrated puddle of chemicals washed off from the poorly managed agricultural sector in which no fallow periods or rotation are practiced for a monoculture of crops, leading to soil exhaustion and thus heavy use of chemical fertilizers and pesticides.

In terms of the broader world, it made me realize just how much of media stories, interviews, and reports from governments and international organizations are flat out lies.

"[Bending the facts] is what the international community has done, consistently. The World Bank states that from 1993 to 2003, Uzbek GDP fell from 13.1 billion dollars to 9.9 billion dollars. Yet the IMF has accepted a positive growth figure for all but one of those years, and an average growth figure of 4.2 percent in this period. The best bit is that the World Bank still carries both figures in impossible combination in its Uzbekistan briefing paper."
[52]

"I knew enough , from my insiders view of the first conflict, not to believe the propaganda about the clinical accuracy of our weapons. ...The double-speak amazed me -- one news bulletin had an expert explaining that, unlike last time, weapons were now so accurate they could take out military targets and miss civilian targets next door. Much lower down in the very same news program, it was reported that two of our missiles, aimed at Baghdad, had hit Syria by mistake." [172]

And I'm not even going into the planting of evidence, silencing of dissent (ie. speaking up against human rights abuses), kangaroo courts which accept "confessions" clearly given under torture, and the whole role of the exaggerated "Islamic extremists" excuse and fabricated linking of everything to Al-Qaida -- within the Uzbek government and Western governments.

We all know about these to some level, and distrust of the accuracy of the mainstream news media is variably widespread. However, much more than the common vague sense of misinformation or a bulk of separate incidences exposed, for brevity's sake, in the length of a single paragraph, this book gave me instead a sense of all the details and background, the concrete evidences and a plethora of examples, the interconnectedness and complete unified trend of this particular series of lies.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

waiting up for fajr

2:06am. Trying to stay up until fajr. So sleepy. Staying up for fajr is totally a summer thing. I know there has been total lack of updates, what can I say. Usually I make it a rule not to blog when I'm sleepy, because the posts are too random, but I figured a random post is better than no post. I'll let you be the judge of that :) Alhamdulillah everything is going well, I'm visiting at my friends house because they are traveling soon. Euro cup kicked off - all the highlights were blocked on youtube. Anyways the only sporting thing I actually can get enthused about is world cup. 2 years to go. At the same time I worry its a waste of my time - time is so, so precious because it is finite and we have to account for how we spent our time (esp our youth), i don't know if watching football is worthwhile. Anyways, t minus 35 minutes and counting...... must stay awake :| Maybe now is a good time to pray qiyam al-layl....

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

pom-e-berry

So after a week of no posts I thought I would just check in ;) Currently at work drinking a Pom-e-berry fruit smoothie (blueberries, blackberries, peaches, and pomegranate juice) from Jugo Juice and before lunch was reading an MM post which was interesting.

Aaaand my friend H showed up and surprised me with main st. samosas :D So we ate and chatted and walked around d/t for awhile and got juice ~ it was a happy lunch time :) The weather was juuuust right alhamdulillah - warm but not too hot, sunny but not too bright.

This morning I was flipping thru a design magazine stuffed inside the Globe & Mail... some of the designs were so unique and interesting! There was an enviro umbrella, a special napping pod, lego-ish bloxes, ceramic swimming pool murals, and jump studios designs, among others.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

thunder storm

Woke up today at 5:00am to flashes of lightning, booming thunder and heavy rain ~ How exciting! Anyways I had to leave my friends house early in order to make it back home to get to work on time - I left a bit late at 6:00am and was stuck in horribly slow morning traffic :(

At least it gave me time to listen to some Islamic lectures... but I was so sooo sleepy it was a struggle to stay awake and alert because of the boring traffic.

It took about an hour and a quarter to reach home. I got ready for work wearing pink timberland boots, jeans, long black shirt, black hijab, knee-length pink corduroy jacket, and matched it with my cute light blue umbrella with little pink flowers (oh! and pink hijab pin) ;) Dressing up for the rainy day made me happy... I hope it doesn't turn around and become hot and sunny by lunch time...

Walking to work I was feeling sooo famished so I tucked into Cafe Express and got a tuna sandwich on fresh cheese bread ~ even though it made me a little bit more late it was worth it. Now I'm at work feeling a little sleepy... but I have an excuse because I only slept for 4 hours last night!

I wonder what kind of day this will turn out to be... anyways just say "alhamdulillah" for whatever happens and trust in Allah Ta'ala.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

reading

The true Muslim woman always seeks to earn the pleasure of Allah in everything she does. So she measures everything against this precise standard, and will retain or discard any practice accordingly.

Whenever there is a conflict between what pleases Allah Ta'ala, and what pleases other people, she chooses what pleases Allah Ta'ala, with no hesitation or argument, even if it will anger other people. She does this because she knows, with her deep understanding of Islam and her own common sense, that pleasing the people is a goal that can never be achieved, and it will only bring about the wrath of Allah Ta'ala. The Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa salaam said:

"Whoever seeks the pleasure of Allah at the risk of displeasing the people, Allah will take care of him and protect him from them. But whoever seeks the pleasure of the people at the risk of displeasing Allah, Allah will abandon him to the care of the people." [Tirmidhi, 4/34 section on Zuhd; hasan hadith]

By weighing up her deeds in this precise fashion, the Straight Path will be clearly signposted for the Muslim woman. She will know what she is allowed to do and what she should avoid; her unfailing standard is the pleasure of Allah Ta'ala. Thus the life of the Muslim women will be free from ridiculous contradiction which have ensnared so many of those who have deviated from the guidance of Allah Subhana wa Ta'ala...

Excerpt from The Ideal Muslimah

bbc archives

Contagious yawn 'sign of empathy
By Liz Seward
Science reporter, Festival of Science, York

Yawning may reveal more about a person than their boredom threshold, according to research.

A susceptibility to contagious yawning may actually be a sign of a high-level of social empathy.

Although many species yawn, only some humans and possibly their close animal relatives find yawning infectious, suggesting the reason is psychological.

The University of Leeds research was presented at the British Association's Festival of Science in York.

"Contagious yawning is a very interesting behaviour," said Dr Catriona Morrison, a lecturer in psychology at the University of Leeds, who is leading the work.

"You don't need a visual cue, you don't even need an auditory cue - you can just read about it or think about it and it gets you going.

"We believe that contagious yawning indicates empathy. It indicates an appreciation of other people's behavioural and physiological state," she added.

Eyes have it

Recent neuro-imaging has shown that the same area of the brain is involved when reacting to yawning and when considering others.

The University of Leeds team carried out an experiment on students studying psychology and engineering to test this concept.

Each student was shown to an occupied waiting room where their companion was actually a researcher who yawned 10 times in 10 minutes. The scientists recorded how often the students yawned in response.

Each participant was then asked to complete a test of their empathetic skills, in which they analysed pictures of eyes and recorded the emotions shown.

The results showed that those who had succumbed to the most contagious yawning also scored higher on the empathy tests.

There was also a clear difference between the subjects studied.

Psychology students were more susceptible to contagious yawning, and scored significantly higher on the empathy test than did the engineering students.

Catriona Morrison said: "We thought that psychology students would be highly empathetic and that engineering students would be more systemised, more interested in numbers and formulas."

The results of the experiment appear to back this up, she added.

Did you yawn while reading this??? I did a lot so i must be extra empathetic (AND I'm a psych student ;D)... or just sleepy.